
It suddenly hit me that you're not willing to give me a chance to prove to you that I'm worth it. You're way too scared to just take the leap. You do not want to give 'us' a chance. You're too scared of me, too scared that I'll get tired of you way too fast, that I'll leave you for someone else, that you can't give me everything that I want and I'll end up looking elsewhere when I'm not even asking for anything because all I really want is you. I do not want to give up on you. And I won't. It's just that I kinda realized that even if I'm willing to fight to the bitter end, it sure is lonely to fight all by myself. I love you. And I miss you. And you said you miss me too.
My heart's way too heavy with disappointment right now. But no matter how sad I am, I want you to know that I will fill that little hollow in your heart with everything that I am. Just trust me. I know it's too much of me to ask you for trust when I have such a horrible dating record and you've been through soooo much pain, but you just need to really, really trust me on this. Please. I have been waiting for this all my life and I am not that stupid to just let it go.
You lifted me off my feet with just one breath.
It's too risky to tell you all these things right now, so I'm just settling for touch, hoping that with every squeeze of my hand you will understand what my heart's trying to say to you all this time. That I want to be there for you. Take care of you. Love you.
You don't have to fight this fight alone anymore. I'm here now.
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IF YOU WANT ME
Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova
Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can’t tell dreams from truth
for it’s been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely
and the distance causes our silence
I think of you smiling
with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
Are you really sure that you’d believe me
when others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
when you know I really try
to be a better one to satisfy you
For your everything to me
and I’ll do what you ask me
if you’ll let me be, free
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me