Mon 24 Nov 2008 - BLOGGERS FAKERS
im getting out of control. i cant even control how i spend money.
just went to starbucks earlier this afternoon. nilibre ko pa kaklase ko. ang deal kase, libre nia ko tatlong isaw tas libre ko siya starbucks. and of course, hell, she bit it.
it was my reputation. i used to treat my classmates back in high school. "was." "used to." that was before.
no im not rich. in fact i want to really learn how it feels like to strive just to save. and i swear, i will never again spend my money if it's not for Pawpaw. nahihiya ako sa kanya..
okay, enough of the money talk. right now.. well.. three hours ago i was thinking if i would sleep already. but then the demonic DVDs were looking at me as if they were saying "hey, come watch me!" baket ba laging yung bawal yun nananalo?
how do i feel right now? i regret it.. the money and the time.. and i again blame it on my bad "wake up" this morning. it always feels better.
but then again, i have to change myself. that's what always feels best.
the catch? i have NO idea where to start.
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