damn it was hard... i thought i will not be able to get through it... yes i was hurt... big time... like shooting me and leaving me to die... i suffered the consequences of love... i should have used my head...
               it's over... i forgave her... it wasn't easy but, i will just kill myself if i will still try to fix it... i'm not the forcing type... i chose to let her go... let her live without any worries and frustrations... i just wish that we're in good terms... you can trust my words from now on... i learned to forget and now i can finally say that i have moved on... sincerely speaking...
               right now all i want is to go back to my sanctuary... yes, my sanctuary... i was blinded before... i made it so complicated... more than two months of thinking and "preparing"... now i'm ready... ready to face the people i hurt before... ready to accept any consequences that they'll throw to me...
               see you guys soon... i hope...
               and to you... stay happy and safe... wish you all the best...

                                                                                      -st. mArviN-