shit happens... a lot...  a memorable christmas... a very lonely one... i learned a lesson... too bad i need to get hurt first... right love at the wrong time... yeah damn right... i did it for the best... didn't want her life to be messed up... i let her go... it doesn't mean i'm weak... i'm just showing how strong i am to fight the urge of wanting something i'm not supposed to have... for now... i hope... i wanted to cry but my tears won't come out... i could only hear a cry within my soul... we've been through challenges... some are very nerve cracking yet funny... i used to say "it ain't over til' it's over..." but now it is... i knew this could happen...  a friend told me before that sooner or later will be the climax... haha... only GOD knows what's next for us... "kung tayo, tayo talaga..."