my life is a mess... a life full of sins and things without sense... found an inspiration once but did not last... i was betrayed... i can easily forgive but it's hard to forget... also my fault not making my move...
                    my life is complicated... my friends are always having issues with each other... all these backstabbing sessions, bullshit... "my respect is shorter than my patience..." -conolas, a friend... didn't take these words seriously at first but come to think of it, it makes sense... works for me now...
                    my life is a disaster... always late in class... can't stop my bad habits... black sheep in the family... wtf is happening to me..? first day of midterms, i wasn't able to take my test... i was late again... every day's the same thing... wasting my time, money and life...
                    my life is a living hell... i think GOD is punishing me for "discriminating" (can't think of any word) HIM and HIS SON'S name... i'm being cursed and my soul is burning... what more when i get to hell... damn i'm exaggerating again...
                    my life is full of difficulties... i need to do something to feel at ease... something to relief my hatred... ten shots of liquor maybe..? nah, that won't help... not enough... should i go to church and pray for help..? i'm afraid... too afraid that my body would burst in flames and burn if i step inside a church... don't know what to do anymore... think i'll just probably gonna sleep and listen to good music... try to feel better...