So much has happened and I haven't blogged for a while. I miss it. Whenever I have thoughts I always try to write or type them down before they go away. I have lots of drafts on my HD, but I'm still thinking if I should post them. Most of them are just typical ramblings, and I want to write something I can be proud of.

I celebrated my birthday for three days this year. It's the first time I had it this long. Don't get it wrong, it's not engrande or anything. I just celebrated it for three days. Basta.

Saturday, my parents threw a dinner / inuman / karaoke time / puyatan for me. Few friends of mine came because I wasn't really aware and sure that I will have something for that day. So, neighbors, family friends and some of my relatives spent the night with us. It's totally different from how I wanted a birthday party but I've managed to enjoy and treasure it.

Sunday is God's time. I went to church and talked to Him again. I thank Him for that day which is my exact birthday. I didn't stand up for the communion again. I still feel undeserving. Then, Father Narcing quoted, "Cast all your worries to the Lord, because he cares". So, I know He loves me, I should have no worries.

Then Monday after class, I treated my classmates for dinner. It was thisclosetogettingcancelled but luckily we've managed to get it over with. We surely had fun because we always have fun! Tampuhan and misunderstandings are there but we always try to fix it before the day ends. So, yeah. I love them.


Do you remember before when I usually say that I don't like celebrating my birthday because it only means that I'm getting older and older? Well, I'm starting to reconsider. I feel like this thinking is starting to make me more immature and weak because I feel like I am cowardly denying the reality. I know I should face it and just enjoy every moment. Besides, I'm too old and too young to whine about this.

Again, thank you to everyone who greeted me. They all had their own special way of saying it and I am really grateful to those who remembered me. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU from the bottom of my big big heart. If you're interested, photos are usually on my multiply account. ;)

Arigato gosaimasu!