ANING is CRAZEEEHHH! :3

I hope someday they would learn to understand that this is just who I am, that I don't need to be someone else because someone might get hurt because of me being me. I did not and I'm not doing anything wrong, as far as I'm concerned. Just because I'm not like you, and I'm not BEING like you, doesn't mean I'm wrong. Just stop expecting too much from me, and get a life or something.

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Okay, I just realized that was totally wrong. I have to change, because it might be wrong for them, or for the majority, or I might as well think that I was wrong too. Sometimes you do things that makes you happy, or you do these things just for fun, and you don't realize that people around you are getting affected, and eventually will get hurt because of those actions you made. Maybe I'm doing that now, because I like to have fun, and sometimes the fun that my friends and I have, offends others.

I don't know what to do. Should I stop? so people won't get hurt, or should I continue doing what I do, which is being myself, and never mind them??

Maybe all I need is an attitude make over, again. I want to start living clean, and guilt-free, and happy, and innocent or naive. I'm still not in that zone right now. But, I'm working on it. :|