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I don't know how to feel.
My parents, they don't encourage me to do what I want. They always tell me what to do. They don't care if I don't like doing those things they just say what they want. They never appreciate my works.
If I have this big responsibility ahead of me because of my own decisions, instead of keeping my spirits up, they question my abilities. That's why I ask myself if I can really do it. They don't trust me with anything. That's why I never believe in myself.
They are always mad at me. Just by looking at me they'll have that face... the face telling me that I should never have existed.
They always tell me how ugly I am. How fat, how dark, how messed up.
They don't understand that this is just who I am. They don't accept me for me. They feel that maybe because they are the ones who created me, they thought they could create my whole life.
I do not believe in freedom and democracy, not until I get out of here.
My parents, they don't encourage me to do what I want. They always tell me what to do. They don't care if I don't like doing those things they just say what they want. They never appreciate my works.
If I have this big responsibility ahead of me because of my own decisions, instead of keeping my spirits up, they question my abilities. That's why I ask myself if I can really do it. They don't trust me with anything. That's why I never believe in myself.
They are always mad at me. Just by looking at me they'll have that face... the face telling me that I should never have existed.
They always tell me how ugly I am. How fat, how dark, how messed up.
They don't understand that this is just who I am. They don't accept me for me. They feel that maybe because they are the ones who created me, they thought they could create my whole life.
I do not believe in freedom and democracy, not until I get out of here.
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Ganyan talga mga magulang pare..
Minsan ang hirap nilang intindihin kasi hindi nila tayo naiintindihan... pero hindi naman siguro ganun ang
magulang mo para isipin na sana hindi ka na lang pinanganak.. ganun tlga.... maybe may iniiwasan lang silang bagay na pwedeng mangyari seo..hehehe..
magulang mo para isipin na sana hindi ka na lang pinanganak.. ganun tlga.... maybe may iniiwasan lang silang bagay na pwedeng mangyari seo..hehehe..
Posted by Vinc3 at 1:17 PM,
30 September 2009 | Link |
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hang on there sis,
that challenges should make you a better person
jst dont give up...aight?
i miss u
xoxo
that challenges should make you a better person
jst dont give up...aight?
i miss u
xoxo
Posted by joyzEmissary at 1:24 PM,
4 October 2009 | Link |
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theres one thing i can tell you... just prove them what you can do.... i believe in you... :)
Posted by Anonymous at 2:15 AM,
14 October 2009 | Link |
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well ganyan din parents ko but i demand and try to make them realize what i want to be, mahirap sobra it's a risk to confront them but dito mo makukuha happiness mo eh so i did it. but still hindi pa din ako malaya pagdating sa night life. wag ka na inis ha mwah i'm always here for you :)