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[ currently offline ] Visit Website • Name: royal_tearjerker • Gender: Female • Birthday: Oct. 16, 1984 (Age: 25) • IM Screen Name: mae_em04 (Yahoo!) • Location: Manila, NCR, Philippines About Me i love coffee. I love pasta, especially spaghetti. I love fries, and a bit of mayo. I love to eat, but I'd like to get thin too. So sometimes I starve and sometimes I eat a lot. Okay, I'm a binge eater, I admit, and getting back to my previous weight is my obsession. But I really can't coz I'm surrounded with friends who loves to eat. I love music and I play the guitar. I love watching movies. I love clothes, but sometimes I'm just too lazy to dress up. You'll often find me in my flip flops, jeans and a tank top. I could be the biggest shopaholic,if only i've got the money to spend. I am so addicted to chocolates. I even dream of chocolates. Black ones are my fave. I love mini skirts and I would really love to be in a dress, but my crazy guy friends would really have a good laugh if I do. I love to laugh, I love being happy. well, who doesnt anyway. I keep a blog, and I scribble when I'm sad. Sometimes I'm so emotional, well, not really sometimes. Make it all the time. I am a good friend to my friends. I protect my friends if they need some protecting. I don't have a nightlife. I don't have a lovelife-which sucks the most. I have an impression that cupid is damn really stupid because he makes other guys fall for me, but not the guy I have already fallen for. I easily fall for someone who love rock music, looks serious and is not loud as I am, but funny and goofy on the inside. (well, I'm inlove right now with someone just like that) I go out of my way for someone I love. When I love, I love deeply, I give them my life. If someone leaves me, and its someone I really really love, I become self-destructive. I mope, I cry, for weeks. Literally, I just die. Smoking and drinking are my escape. I always take the blame, even if it isnt my fault, just to make things alright. Sometimes I think I need a quack. I may be depressed or I may be obsessed. Or maybe I'm just really really hurt. I fear being alone. I fear being left behind. People I have loved intensely have left me, in just a blink of an eye, and always left me wondering what I have done wrong. I don't see myself beautiful. I think that I'm going to be single forever. I fear that I am going to be single for the rest of my life. Rakista Username royal_tearjerker Favorite Artists im still into the duncan-shiek-kinda-goo-goo-dolls alternative rock, also I like Franz Ferdinand now, anythin' ala the killers would get me in the move. Favorite Songs im so into LOVE HURTS by INCUBUS as of the moment Favorite Music Genres rock, alternative to punk to emo...whatever rock as long as my ears dig...a li'l touch of reggae ala No Doubt's gwens kinda reggae.... whatever my mood, whatever I could relate to... Books paolo coelho's, mitch albom's, HP1-7 Movies i watch a lot of movies so its hard to keep track of what my favorite is... Television Miami Inc, Grey's anatomy.... hmm...the carter's house is hilarious... =)... america's next top model, how i met your mother, everybody loves raymond, grounded for life, F.R.I.E.N.D.S., Heroes, omg..the list goes on..... School went to ICA Manila and PLM Religion Roman Catholic Organizations MYCADA, SK Manila Occupation TSR (Sykes Asia, Inc) Zodiac Sign Libra Sexual Orientation proud to be straight... Marital Status complicated Entries Written: 27 entries Comments Written: 1 comments Signup Date: April 21, 2007 Last Login: July 1, 2008 My Friends Are: (7) apolpie, lexzki, Ostrogotha, redzcreep, rhaine8033, velvetscars, vera I'm A Friend Of: (8) aiar, anthonymetal, apolpie, redzcreep, rhaine8033, sakurashaded, velvetscars, vera My Interests: (7) guitar, , movies, , blogs, , hmm...sad to say...i've got no life... (+o+)

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Reality, come and bite me.	27 entries, 7 comments
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