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[ currently offline ] Visit Website • Name: japz pagayon • Gender: Male • Birthday: Sep. 25, 1990 (Age: 19) • IM Screen Name: japz (Yahoo!) • Location: cavite, bacoor, Philippines About Me i may look happy on the outside,but if you feel how i feel on the inside then you'll understand.. and when im alone,my heart bleeds,and then my pen starts to bleed a black blood ink.. a curse of infinite embers of sorrow and loneliness... thoughts of being the worst.. will somebody be my savior? make me rise from this gutter of gloom...kill all the thoughts that make me fall and break... stitch my broken heart cut by those blades that fall upon my chest... catch all the love i've thrown away... prevent hate from being the master of my mind... my yearning for someone's affection started it all... i want to be out of this... i just want to be loved..i love her but i don't know if she loves me.. i love my friends but i dont know if they love me.. i love God but i don't know if he loves me..im so wasted..i wanna be asleep forever..i dont want the world to see me..u can never understand me..nobody loves me..im all alone..i've fallen into oblivion..nobody cares for me..im so weak..nobody trusts me..crying is my hobby..no one believes in me..im so worthless..misery and melancholy are my bestfriends..im so numb and cold..im obnoxious..im only a shadow..im so dead..i cant defeat my ego..im always the last choice..im a loser..love hates me..im only a ghost..happiness has forsaken me..im never been touched but completely broken..im so EmO... Rakista Username japz Favorite Artists fall out boy, silverstein, yellowcard, taking back sunday, story of the year, hinder, my chemical romance, nickelback, lifehouse, all american rejects, 3 doors down, default, the calling, simple plan, blink 182, sum 41 Favorite Songs rak en rol Favorite Music Genres rak en rol Entries Written: 0 entries Comments Written: 0 comments Signup Date: March 20, 2007 Last Login: April 4, 2007 My Friends Are: (1) joyzEmissary I'm A Friend Of: (2) ayessa, khiro13 My Interests: (1) rak en rol

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