If you have noticed this blog is not active anymore. I've transported to blogger.com. I've written this entry to formally inform you guys that I'll not be using this blog anymore but I will not delete this for some reasons. My main blog resides now at http://eggxecutioner.blogspot.com/ If you should need to exchange links with this blog, just inform me. As for now, I'm looking for exchange links in my new blog, rblog friends are very welcome :) I miss you guys! Thank you for reading this. Have a nice day! - littlecut/itlog

I'm in a stage where I can't decide between two things that I have to hold on... I know some people may have been in the same shoes as I am now.. Yes, I know what is right and what is wrong, which is clearly characterized by people around me. There's not much depth of fathom in this situation. But the problem is, I have live my life instilling my own alienated beliefs, which makes it harder. I've been waking up every morning, waking up to my routine that puts a smile in my face making my life seemingly a worry-free one. I know what would make my life feel contented or somewhat happy, and I've shared it with this someone.

You know masking my face has been a very easy task. But that's just about me dying inside.

I know what I should do, I know what's for the betterment of the whole.  But I don't want to do it... Instead I just want to hold on... Because I know, damn hell of pain if I'll let go. I'm not stoic or what. Now, I'm confused, my philosophies have been mixed with my selfish emotions. I know, one day I'll have to eat these knives, even if it kills me. And another confusing thing, the phrase that runs in my head that "we have only one life to live"...

I think I'm losing it.
I can't blame anybody for this, because I don't.

This is an online petition. Click here.

I want to greet you all a "Happy Christmas!" in advance because I'll not be here tonight to blog.. really...

Well, hopefully, may wifi connection sa pupuntahan namin. Hehe.

I can see that most of the blogger here in rakista will have a MERRY christmas :) That's great. Let's celebrate! Gustong gusto ko nang magkaron ng eb ang rblog, pero sa kasamaang palad, hindi lahat ay natutugmaan ng date, I mean, busy tayo... Hahaha! kaya tara iblog na lang din natin ang mga mangyayari sa mga susunod pang araw natin! ^_^

Ang galing no? Parang nung past few days lang, ang eemo ng mga entry sa rblog, tas biglang shift? :] Kakabasa ko lang ng mga entries eh, well, sabi ko Mostly ng bloggers will be celebrating a MERRY xmas, merong ding hindi masyadong merry, hmmm.... I suggest idaan sa merry foods yan! :D

Anyways, I know, Kahit sabihin niyo pang hindi kayo masaya, common! every christmas brings a magical feeling, oha oha!

I was so gloomy yesterday, that all I can do is to read other people's blog :]] and I was being so lazy to post anything... Well, here is something I read about " The Top Ten Signs That You’ve Found Your One True Love" .. well, not really ten yeah, just read on :)

1. Jill - When you find romance in the routine.
2. Grace - Despite all the new technology, he still sends me snail mail; he’s been doing that for the past 4 years.
3. Mockbuster - He leaves skid marks in his undies all the time, but you wash them anyway.
4. Scuderia - When you’d rather not sleep because reality is far better than your dreams.
5. No name - I’m married. Met another woman. Fell madly in love and had a 2-1/2 yr affair. My wife told me to do what I needed to, to be happy. Ended affair. My wife, my one true love.
6. GeLengZan - I married the man who is the exact opposite of everything I thought I wanted in a man.
7. Doorknob - When you hear the word, “home”, what comes to mind is not a place, but that person.
8. Mockbuster - After 8 years of being together, I still find myself smiling just by looking at him.
9. No name - If he’s your strength AND your weakness.
10. Maynman - When you buy Chickenjoy and your first instinct is to give her the crispy skin. When that happened to me and I gave it to her, I was shocked myself!
11. Hapihenri - When you found someone you never thought you always wanted.
12. Kobe Kong - The moment I saw her, I instantly knew that I won’t be spending my life alone and unhappy.
13. Estranged - If you find yourself compromising your dreams just so he could achieve his.
14. Dongster - If she still loves you even if you used to work as a “reflexologist”.
15. TReiz - When you’ve met someone who infuriates you, yet you can’t stop thinking about them.
16. SPY Shadow - If, when you showed him your picture when you were still a man, and he nonchalantly answered, “So?”
17. Mr. Perk - Pag sinabi na niyang, “Pare, iiwan ko na si Mare.”
18. Dru - If a certain female DJ outs you on national radio, but you really don’t mind because having him in your life was so worth all the embarrassment.
19. Estrellita - If he makes you feel like you’re the most beautiful woman in the world, even if you’re not.
20. Jose de vengenge/Geyp - Love sucks. True love swallows.

I found this post from chicogarcia (wordpress)
I was so gloomy, but it turned out that I don't have to be :)
All I did was do all of my assignments in accounting and surf the net...

kwentongbarbero.com - bloghop sa links niya XD cool bloggers
blogniinday.com
youtube.com

With the many factors that are contributing to an even more stressful daily routine nowadays, technology is used widely for looking for solutions to reduce stress in people’s lives. No, I am not saying that you should quit your job that causes you too much stress, there are new inventions that can help you do your job, stop feeling so tired at the end of the day, and be sure that the feeling of exhaustion is never a problem for you anymore.

The Honda wearable robotic walker, an innovative gadget planned to support bodyweight, helps diminish stress on the knees and presents many advantages for people who work in factories in positions that require a lot of standing and running around for deliveries. This device is also considered to be helpful for people with special health conditions such as people that suffer from arthritis, people with walking disabilities, as well as old people.

Such an appliance might seem a bit strange but the benefits it provides target people that indeed need a creative device to help reduce the physical stress they face every day.

You might wonder how it works, but it is probably a lot simpler that you think. You position the seat between your legs, put on the shoes and push the start button. The rest is just similar to the way one walks. According to Honda Motor Co., the system has a computer, motor, gears, battery, and sensors implanted in the wearable Robotic Walker, so that it responds to a person’s movements.

Honda announced that soon they will be testing the Robotic Walker among their workers at their assembly lines, for purposes of feedback and potential improvements in the design of this experimental gadget.

It is important to notice that this new gadget by Honda has a very specific niche and will probably not be used by the general public, unless it gets so popular that perfectly capable of walking, some might want to get a bit lazy sometimes and just start using it.

people have boundaries.

A lot of people have this... how do you define if the person you are talking to is someone you are just exchanging ideas? and/or someone who means a lot to you? I know this entry has not much of a sense but I can't help it. When people are bored or somewhat feels alone, they do lot of things to keep them busy, or maybe they socialize with other people in terms of literally talking with them, one finds satisfaction. arghhh. I'm not making much of a sense. I was to talk about limitations but I'm totally lost, anyway, maybe I'll rewrite this for the next entry when this someone have crossed me.

littlecut's Restrained Characteristics

Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Distressed by the obstacles with which she is faced and is no mood for any form of activity or for further demands on her. Needs peace and quiet, and the avoidance of anything which might distress her further.

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.

littlecut's Desired Objective

Alert and keenly observant. Is seeking fresh avenues offering greater freedom and the chance to make the most of them. Wants to prove herself and to achieve recognition. Striving to bridge the gap which she feels separates her from others.

littlecut's Actual Problem

Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced stress. She feels misunderstood, disoriented, and unsettled. This drives her into a search for new conditions or relationships, in the hope that these might offer greater contentment and peace of mind.

littlecut's Actual Problem #2

Intensely critical of the existing conditions which she feels are disorganized or insufficiently clear-cut. Is therefore seeking some solution which will clarify the situation and introduce a more acceptable degree of order and method.

The way how Intel and AMD are working on their processors is sometimes similar to marching as they both regularly come up with a new idea or a solution that nihilities difference between them. Of course, the difference is sizable nevertheless. So far Intel owns the processing domain while AMD has pulled off in chip architecture design. And only just a short while ago, on the 13th of November 2008 AMD has planed a great switch in production models. For very long time, from the mid 2007 to be more concrete, AMD production facilities were all given to their chip for Barcelona quad-core processor, now there is a new one called Opteron or Shanghai in its code name.

Thinking over a Barcelona substitute, AMD developers decided to make the server chip smaller and faster, so they have added a number upgrades to shared L3 cash and SRAM, and have turned from 65 nm size to 45 nm. Such changes have required architecture revision, but everything is well made. Everything is also made to be compatible with Barcelona up to a very last part of the chip. This is the policy of AMD to make life easier for server parks holders, who in turn vote with their wallets for AMD because Opteron is not the only one processor in AMD family that will let them improve BIOS without constant changing of the entire jack and slot packaging.

Except for reconsidering the Barcelona's architecture, designers have also generously added a lot more memory to cash and SRAM. against the Barcelona's background, Opteron's L3 cash and SRAM are three times and twice respectively as big as the elder ones. Quad-core processors will now have 6 MB cash and 8 MB static random-access memory.

To see what latest quad-core Opteron is capable of will not be very easy for some time because they have just started to appear on the factory. But luckily there is an interesting part of Opetron in work presentation.

brain: nako nako parang its end of the world na eh no
idklsxx7: bakit?
brain: hindi ba nila alam na mas mahirap sa mga babae ang magreject ng lalake na di nasasaktan ang feelings nila
brain: sila naiinlove lang
brain: ang mga babae nagpapaganda para sa kanila
brain: kapal ng muka nila ma emo
idklsxx7: lols ganun talaga, feeling nila sila lang nagiging emo sa mga ganyang bagay eh
brain: di ba nila alam na mahirap mamili?
brain: ng fish
brain: di rin ba nila alam na mahirap magreject
brain: duuuuuuhhh

tss. sad reality.
Rejection.