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Hero is someone who is distinguished by exceptional courage and nobility and strength. Someone who helps without anything expected in return. Their gesture may be big or small, profound or not. One who lays down his own life so that others can live. Aside from being bulky or sexy. Like briefs being worn outside. Colorful, fancy outfits that would send the bad guys away. And most specially, superhero names! The more noble definitions i hear, the closer it gets to stupidity. There is a thin line between stupidity and heroism. The fact that this world hate them that much, is ironically the same amount of truth that we need them. Like, nowadays, its impossible (almost) to find 'heroes'. I myself cant and wouldn't try to walk my way on that leagues path. But why there's few who decide to be one. Maybe they know something most of us don't. Like, the only triumph of evil, is for good men to do nothing.

Another major crossroad. Yes, we are officially over. Almost two weeks na. A lot of people won't understand why it had to happen, especially those who are close to us... hindi ko alam kung pano or kung dapat ko pa ba ipaliwanag.

I want to share something. Baka lang may maka-relate or may mapulot kayo kahit konting learnings.

You know when you're young di ba, you do things just because. You enjoy every single moment, you meet friends, you fall in love. As we grow old, there comes a point in time when we realize that we are not the same exact person. Our values have changed, our visions, our outlook.

May reason pala kung bakit mas better pumasok sa relationship kapag matured ka na. You see things in a different view. Kapag nasa isang long term relationship ka, especially kapag bata pa kayo nag-start, somehow you deprive each other of the individual growth. Yung independence, which for me, is something na dapat malampasan ng isang tao, para maging responsible sha pag dumating na yung time na magkakaron sha ng family. Individual growth is knowing yourself better. May nagsabe sken, ang isang healthy na relationship... dapat masaya kayo and buo kayo when you are together, pero dapat din masaya at buo pa rin kayo as individual persons even if you're apart.

Meron akong isang learning na i-sshare. Galing to sa isa sa pinaka importanteng tao saken ngayon. Sabe nia, kaya nasasaktan ang mga tao, especially tuwing may nag-eend na relationship, kase tntreat nila ang isa't-isa na pag-aari nila. When in fact, parehas silang pinahiram lang ni God sa isa't isa. When you put God in the center of your relationship, everything will fall into place. Dapat si God muna yung unang mahalin above all, and you will both take care of each other because alam nio parehas na pinagkatiwala ni God ang isa't isa sa inyo. When the time comes na kailangan nio maghiwalay, you should be thankful for the learnings and for the happy moments na pinahiram sa inyo. Everything has a purpose, when God takes away something from you, it means that he will give you something better, and we should always be open to God's blessings.

I love this line from one of Larcey's blog entries, and I want to say this to him as well. "I don't want you to remember me as the person who broke your heart, but the person who loved you the most." I just want to see him happy, okay na ko dun. The good times will always be there, and I am thankful for all the memories. I know that God has a purpose for everything that we went through.

This chapter might be over... But I know that another wonderful story shall begin.. In God's time..   

there's a girl living inside my body
and she likes to kiss a girl

wtf is happening??? im 2 weeks out of happy meal pakshet!! this isn't happening!!! its bcozof that stupid call center stigma. bwiset tlga!!! grrrrr and its taking its toll on me.....i feel so down lately. gtg muna gotta watch yamato nadeshiko cheeriioooosss!!!