enjoying the fruit(s) of my labor
Haha, well i guess i deserve this! Im still exploring my notebook, what i can & can't do...what applications should i install.. the not so good part is that,since i have a lot of account/profile online, i dont think i'd be able to remember all the passwords...ugh,but i will surely find a way to get everything back to normal again.
so how's everything and anything? hehe,i absolutely miss my life online,my blog...facebook and the people i met online.super namiss ko talaga ang napakacute na buddypoke!
so what happened to me during those time na wala akong computer? A LOT!
most of the time, im out with my friends or with my mama.basically i dont wanna feel that im bored, so i kept myself busy,i bought Paulo Coelho's In the river Piedra i sat down & wept...and again i fell inlove (nyerk), hahaha. (isang araw ko lang xa binasa kasi wala ako magawa sa buhay ko)
i have that "longing" feeling again for that effin guy!
My parents are still not talking to each other and so am i to my father, i feel like there's no sense at all, he wont listen to us anymore. I almost laugh at him when he told me to just get the internet... i was like wth are you talking about? my computer's broken what would i do with the internet? but of course i didnt say that, i didnt say anything at all...and again i didnt like what he told my mom.
and im not gonna try putting more fuel in the fire,i better shut my mouth nalang talaga.
just to update you guys,when we had this conversation with the barangay captain - me and mama learned a lot and for sure he did too,so he said sorry a few days after that & he was crying pa. Damn,i wish it was true...but i guess he's just holding on to that effin emotions,eto kasing si Tubol sinabi ba naman sa kanya na ipapapulis namin si erpat,heller eh kinikuwento lang naman ni mama ung mga sinabi ng Kapitan ,tapos sinabi pa na kukuhanin ko ung internet...another heller? why would i get that if i can buy my own internet connection...ayun nagtaas na naman ng boses si erpat...i knew it,he wasnt sincere talaga nung nagsorry siya and the funny part is he called me "impakta" ok thank you, if i am impakta anong tawag sa kanya? ehehe,that kinda hurts,knowing na tatay mo yung nagsabi sa'yo ng ganun...pero di ko kasi ugali ung dinidibdib yang mga ganyang bagay...not anymore,haha.i think im stronger now. XD
enihoos,on a much brighter side....
Our gradeschool reunion was a blast! And sana nga magawa namin yung get-together once a month
Work is still complicated and challenging, but somehow we find a way to just enjoy it!
Minsan talaga,hindi mo magagawang makaiwas sa mga taong umaabuso...tsk tsk,ingat kayo kay "K"
A lot of birthday celebrations
--- i'll upload some of our pictures nalang :)
im stuck with this song,been singing it in my head like every friggin day...bagay sa kanya eh! hahaha
HANGING BY A MOMENT
I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
oh well,malapit na magpasko...magbibirthday na naman ako,este tayo.
xoxo
so how's everything and anything? hehe,i absolutely miss my life online,my blog...facebook and the people i met online.super namiss ko talaga ang napakacute na buddypoke!
so what happened to me during those time na wala akong computer? A LOT!
most of the time, im out with my friends or with my mama.basically i dont wanna feel that im bored, so i kept myself busy,i bought Paulo Coelho's In the river Piedra i sat down & wept...and again i fell inlove (nyerk), hahaha. (isang araw ko lang xa binasa kasi wala ako magawa sa buhay ko)
i have that "longing" feeling again for that effin guy!
My parents are still not talking to each other and so am i to my father, i feel like there's no sense at all, he wont listen to us anymore. I almost laugh at him when he told me to just get the internet... i was like wth are you talking about? my computer's broken what would i do with the internet? but of course i didnt say that, i didnt say anything at all...and again i didnt like what he told my mom.
and im not gonna try putting more fuel in the fire,i better shut my mouth nalang talaga.
just to update you guys,when we had this conversation with the barangay captain - me and mama learned a lot and for sure he did too,so he said sorry a few days after that & he was crying pa. Damn,i wish it was true...but i guess he's just holding on to that effin emotions,eto kasing si Tubol sinabi ba naman sa kanya na ipapapulis namin si erpat,heller eh kinikuwento lang naman ni mama ung mga sinabi ng Kapitan ,tapos sinabi pa na kukuhanin ko ung internet...another heller? why would i get that if i can buy my own internet connection...ayun nagtaas na naman ng boses si erpat...i knew it,he wasnt sincere talaga nung nagsorry siya and the funny part is he called me "impakta" ok thank you, if i am impakta anong tawag sa kanya? ehehe,that kinda hurts,knowing na tatay mo yung nagsabi sa'yo ng ganun...pero di ko kasi ugali ung dinidibdib yang mga ganyang bagay...not anymore,haha.i think im stronger now. XD
enihoos,on a much brighter side....
Our gradeschool reunion was a blast! And sana nga magawa namin yung get-together once a month
Work is still complicated and challenging, but somehow we find a way to just enjoy it!
Minsan talaga,hindi mo magagawang makaiwas sa mga taong umaabuso...tsk tsk,ingat kayo kay "K"
A lot of birthday celebrations
--- i'll upload some of our pictures nalang :)
im stuck with this song,been singing it in my head like every friggin day...bagay sa kanya eh! hahaha
HANGING BY A MOMENT
I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
oh well,malapit na magpasko...magbibirthday na naman ako,este tayo.
xoxo