promises.. they are meant to be broken..
it's weekend and i told my "ex" na magkita kami kasi ndi nman kmi nagkikita kapag weekdays kasi ndi tugma ang sched namin.. work ko is from 9am to 6pm and xa is 3pm to 12mn.. cla ni "A" ang nagkikita kasi preho lng clang taga-cubao.. kaya i demanded na kahit man lng wikend eh sana kami ang magksama..
usapan namin is 8am sana eh andito na cia sa bahay.. 7am pa lang eh gcing na ko to prepare, ayaw kasi nun na magulo bahay kapag dumadalaw cia.. 7am pa lng eh magkatext na kmi.. pinarepair ko kasi fone ko sa daddy nia, so we're talking about my phone.. kung gusto ko ba daw ba na pumunta ng quiapo to buy a new cellphone housing and other stuff.. i told him na pass muna, yokong pmunta ng quiapo today.. di ko feel..
so sabi nia eh dadating cia ng 8am, xa daw ang bahala.. time check, 10:01 am na and wala pa din cia.. i texted him at around 8:30am, i asked him kung asan na cia and sagot lng nia is 'd2 p..txt kta pag paalis n q..' nabadtrip ako.. kasi sbi nia 8am eh nsa bahay na cia so i replied to him 'ok. cge.' I texted him again at around 9:10am, eto text ko "tanghali ka na. haai" wala pa rin akong narereceive na reply from him up to this time..
nakakabadtrip talaga.. feeling ko kasi during those times na ndi cia nagtetext sa akin eh kasama nia c A at ndi nia cnsabi sa akin.. kasi ganun ginagawa nia kapag nagkikita cla.. dahil ndi alam ni A na we're still together.. so kpag magkikita cla eh he would text me telling me not to text him kasi magkikita nga cla ni A.. at ako naman eh sunod sa gusto nia, i wouldn't text him.. hihintaying ko muna na cia unang magtext.. tanga ko talaga.. (now, how many times have i told that to myself already?! na tanga ko..)
haaii.. feeling ko nakipagkita cia talaga dun kasi preho lng naman clang taga-cubao eh.. badtrip.. usapan is 8am pro wala pa cia.. nappraning na ko kaiisip kung mgkasama ba cla o nde.. i hate this feeling.. parang nabulag ka temporarily.. blank lang lhat, di mo alam kung anong nangyayari.. shet.. i hate this fucking life..
usapan namin is 8am sana eh andito na cia sa bahay.. 7am pa lang eh gcing na ko to prepare, ayaw kasi nun na magulo bahay kapag dumadalaw cia.. 7am pa lng eh magkatext na kmi.. pinarepair ko kasi fone ko sa daddy nia, so we're talking about my phone.. kung gusto ko ba daw ba na pumunta ng quiapo to buy a new cellphone housing and other stuff.. i told him na pass muna, yokong pmunta ng quiapo today.. di ko feel..
so sabi nia eh dadating cia ng 8am, xa daw ang bahala.. time check, 10:01 am na and wala pa din cia.. i texted him at around 8:30am, i asked him kung asan na cia and sagot lng nia is 'd2 p..txt kta pag paalis n q..' nabadtrip ako.. kasi sbi nia 8am eh nsa bahay na cia so i replied to him 'ok. cge.' I texted him again at around 9:10am, eto text ko "tanghali ka na. haai" wala pa rin akong narereceive na reply from him up to this time..
nakakabadtrip talaga.. feeling ko kasi during those times na ndi cia nagtetext sa akin eh kasama nia c A at ndi nia cnsabi sa akin.. kasi ganun ginagawa nia kapag nagkikita cla.. dahil ndi alam ni A na we're still together.. so kpag magkikita cla eh he would text me telling me not to text him kasi magkikita nga cla ni A.. at ako naman eh sunod sa gusto nia, i wouldn't text him.. hihintaying ko muna na cia unang magtext.. tanga ko talaga.. (now, how many times have i told that to myself already?! na tanga ko..)
haaii.. feeling ko nakipagkita cia talaga dun kasi preho lng naman clang taga-cubao eh.. badtrip.. usapan is 8am pro wala pa cia.. nappraning na ko kaiisip kung mgkasama ba cla o nde.. i hate this feeling.. parang nabulag ka temporarily.. blank lang lhat, di mo alam kung anong nangyayari.. shet.. i hate this fucking life..