| Sorcerer's Last Wishes |
The GiftRun! There's a new wave coming, on innocence wave that will wash all our faith. Suddenly the roofline collapsed, with our blood and pain built in years. This overwhelming power leads us to nowhere, so we follow the stream, follow the stream to death. No one can escape. The path that we walk is the reward of playing blind. Burning oaks everywhere, crying wind that wounds our skins. In a purest water there's life, in the rabid storm there's pain. So, what're you waiting for? Get the knife that you crafted and stab yourself in the heart for you will be the gift for the nature's ritual...12:24 - 12.23.2008 - comments {1} - post commentNever to OutlandI tried to desire warmth, but my blanket's too cold to embrace. I tried to write a poem but I can't think of any word. So this is what you wanted, the sun is sufocating me.
So this is what I am, all alone in this room... in this room... this room of soltitude... room of misery...
I tried to get some light but I think the bulb got broken so I killed the switch like goodnight's forever. Close my eyes, and never see a thing, never cared about the world, never moving a muscle, until a white coply of myself leaves. 12:20 - 12.23.2008 - comments {0} - post commentIs This Enough?War. Diplomacy. Violence. Gore. All the same for one reason, domination. Are they created by Gods for bloodbath? Are they born by Gods to make them Their slaves? Puppets? Clowns? If war is the answer, then only one will survive... Hear the battlecry forged from swords and spears. Feel the burning passion from sorcery. And the field of combat I have chosen thee, Magik. I will be the one to anihilate these warfreaks out of their chilling bones. I will end the war. I... will dominate... and survive.19:37 - 2.4.2008 - comments {0} - post commentMessage for Tearing my Heart AssunderI drown in distruption as I stare at your picture. I felt the hate as I remember your caress, bringing me back to the day you left away. You promised that you will never leave me, but now who's walking out. My tears fall down as you walk away. Gliding in peace as I fall from celestial dreams, wishing to bring back my shattered heart. I'll do everything, hurt me once more, shout at me, swear at me, tell me to go to hell if you enjoy it, but after you do it, please bring back what I need or kill me instead. Thank you for the pain. I don't know how to flee from this and I don't know if I can. But all I can say is this. "I know you've come to drain my heart. And I know you'll come back to beg for love. Even if you showed me your lowest point of humility, you will receive nothing.18:38 - 12.23.2007 - comments {0} - post commentVainGod, it's been years since I've known you. Doing my best to make you proud. Doing my best to stand alone. Doing my best to make my future. Doing my best to strive, struggle and survive. Doing my best for everyday. Seems to me that you're happy for me. Cause now I'm standing with my two feet. You feel I'm independent enough to face life everyday, until the day I die... But there's one thing you didn't know. One thing, that might change our lives. And this change will be the gift of curse for us and others. God, will you still love me, if I failed? Do you hear me? I've failed... I'm sorry... 18:22 - 12.23.2007 - comments {0} - post commentStrife and struggle, reduced to nothingHow sweet it is to think that we are together in one place at one time. Such nice to think that such glance at you means holding together. How glad to think that we're building our dreams together. Living happily, under one roof with one or two siblings playing with us. Gathering and hunting for food while you're preparing for it. Living together for years to come in times of development, wealth, power, hunger, thirst & coldness. But now, 61 days before christmas, I know now that dreams are just dreams. The building blocks of dreams fell down and the spirit turned to smoke. Then I finally realized resistance is worthless. Here I am, standing in the rain in front of you, and left you a question, "how can we be together? How can we fulfill our dreams and promises... when you're already dead?"
10:42 - 10.22.2007 - comments {0} - post commentI am a DemonI take everything, all that I want with a single breath. I kill all who stands my way, from city to city, no mercy, friend, family or foe. I am a king, I am a demon, bringing them to death, no one will survive, but as I think, I may have killed my comrades before, and now I'm alone... suddenly I've found out that... "...even demons feel pain...."11:59 - 5.20.2007 - comments {0} - post commentTis' Foolishness for a SorceressHow did I happened to see?Such fate inside of me. Thy resistance is worthless, Tis' foolishness for a sorceress. Dampen my heart upon myself From the war of knight and elf. Rip my wickedness inside my soul. Suffering in spite of hope thy small. From you I've found a very source. I surrender, my life is yours. May it get better or it get worse. I still believe that you're my force. From you I have all I need. Please heal me before I bleed. But how will you feel by my idleness. Tis' foolishness for a Sorceress 01:53 - 4.15.2007 - comments {2} - post commentShared WoundsOnce there were two warriors in love with each other, named Sam and Mina. In every battle the two were always there. Until one day, the king ordered the two to cut my head and present to him. Of course, I'll never let them quickly settle it. The two had a talk: "Sam, isn't it dangerous to hunt a sorcerer?" "Mina, the target is only one. Without sheeps interfering, we can easily catch him." "But I heard the sorcerer was very powerful that no one dares to enter." "Until I have a breath in my body, I will always fight... with you." Until the two entered the tower. They didn't find me but he saw my summoned creature, cerberus. "Mina, stand back! This is a strong mythical monster." "No, I'll fight with you." But Sam failed to kill the monster. Until his last seconds... "Mina, run! Tell them and warn others!" "No, I'll never leave you." Until they died in pain. At least they shared their wounds. I guess they're living peacefully now in the other world...
12:08 - 4.14.2007 - comments {0} - post commentSecond Quote of Lost MagicksBlood. All we need to live... which I will take from them. Even elves and demons have no escape from the brisk of my sorcery. Once again, open the gates of hell for more souls will come. Thy even empty soul needs replenishment. For I am prepared, for everyone who comes my way, will never come out alive.18:10 - 4.3.2007 - comments {0} - post commentThe First Quote of the Lost MagicksAfter reading few pages of the book I rest my eyes to sleep. While in bed I wonder what the quote in the book means by "If you want to be the greatest sorcerer, have the blackest heart first." Does it mean that I'll kill people with no mercy? I'll try it to my tower next time. The next day I was waiting for my first prey to enter my tower. And that was an officer who wants to arrest me for having the book of foridden spells; lost magicks. Of course I don't wanna be arrested so I try to kill him instantly by using my skiils in traps. But this officer is kinda tough. He passed through my magic pendulums, guillotines, trap doors and electric walls. I have to face him myself, I have no choice. I put him to sleep under my spell and put him in an electric chair. He woke up realizing himself sitting in that chair. He asks for mercy but I said I have no choice. No one who enters my tower will no never come out alive. So I undoubtly pushed the lever to shock himself out with million volts of pure electricity until he lose his breath. He died, obviously, so I hid him in a casket full of thorns and laid it in the dock that leads to the river bank of our town. I feel sorry but yet I still have no choice. Then suddenly a shiny avatar appeared in front of me. He said he was the king of sorcerers, King Peaker. He said that all I did was a great job so I don't need to feel sorry for the officer and he said that the quotes on the book were true. So he ordered that whoever comes in this tower shall be rewarded a cold dead meat exiting, don't let anyone escape. And this day will be the memorable, that it made me feel a new creature... untill someday...17:09 - 3.22.2007 - comments {0} - post commentClayford once againAnd finally, I returned to Clayford with the book. And I finally made contact with the chief librarian. He gave me 10, 000 silvers and the book of my choice so I choose the book of lost magicks. And the book keeper was complaining. "Chief, that book is all about forbidden spells. If using those spells is a violence of seraphic law." "I don't care what he wants to that book. Good or Evil he retrieved the book and it's my promise to give his reward." And so I came back to my hometown, riding with a horse and I got back there 5 five days. If I started to read the book I will be a great sorcerer. And my surprise when I opened the book... 10:46 - 3.21.2007 - comments {0} - post commentLibrary ThreatAnd as I am in the entrance of the largest book keeper in the world. A guard was outside. He said a band of thieves attacked them and stole the old book of evil assasin tactics so the chief librarian decided to close the library and set a reward for who can retrieve the stolen book. I wonder why the thieves are interested in that book. If I don't move right away, I will never get the book, but even if I wanted, I don't know where to start. Got to find some information. And I've found some. An old man told me that those thieves are called "Noble Master Thieves" for they keep stealing rare items and they've been doing this for 12 years. Some said that that they can be found in a cave somewhere in the forest north of Clayford. The next day, I started to go to the forest for some thief hunt, then after 30 minutes of searching for the cave, I've finally found the hole. But in the entrance there was a big sign board saying "If you're not a thief, keep out!! Beware of traps!" So I became more alert and carefully entered the cave. I've seen arrows, electric walls, big rocks, and every kinds of traps. Until I reached the end of the cave. A wide room full of golden coins and treasures. And so I start searching for the book but still I can't find it. Maybe it's buried under all of these coins so I decided to shovel the coins and I've find the missing book. But suddenly 8 theives came out of my way. "Who are you? And what is your purpose here in our domain? And how did you passed our traps?" "I'm a sorcerer. I came here to get the book that you stole. What is your purpose to stole such a book of assasin tactics?" "Fool! We need that book! If we totally mastered the tactics of an assasin. Our skills will increase, and we will be invincible!" "But why such thiefing?" "Cause you didn't know what happened to our ancestors." They got killed without mercy though they were innocent. 3 decades ago, Clayford was living peacefully, divided in two races: the harians and the nubriels. The harians was ruled by king Vanhel XIV while we, the nubriels was ruled by bishop Leyton. Our bishop was too intelligent that we dominated harians in wealth. But the king was a traitor, he ordered Ray Cross and his troops to kill all the nubriels, kill the children, burn their houses and stole our artifacts. So the artifacts that we are stealing was truly our property, the nurbriels. And we wouldn't know the truth without our founder, Nira-El-Ciere, the sculptor of the north statue, he made a statue of a griffin representin the harians killing a dragon representing us. His parents died of Cross' attack and run to the other city. 10 years later he came back as a sculptor, without being recognized by anyone. He made the statue and left the city and started to live in the cave so the statue will be kept misterious. 1 year later, he decided to build this guild of thieves, and 12 years of stealing was a success to him. We will remember that his death won't be in vain." "Don't you think forgiveness is better than revenge?" "Don't you think they'll never do it? But enough talk, draw!" And thieves took charge of the attack. I have no choice but to fight back. I started to make a spell of blowing a poison over them. And all of them started to fade away. Except for the leader who still stands strong. "Stop resisting, its worthless. Drop your dagger and yield, now." "I won't, I can still kill you with my skills." And then he starts to cry with blood. And as I walk near him and I whispered, "Don't worry. You will die in peace and purity in your heart and soul. And you'll meet your master in any minute. Tell your master I honor him for such organizing such honorable guild of thieves. The best group i've ever seen in my life here in the middle earth." And finally the stories and misteries of the Clayford statues were finally revealed. The conversation is finished. I picked up the book and start to walk away and get through the corpse of the thieves while the leader gave his famous last words, "a sorcerer with a black heart cleansed our soul..."
19:46 - 3.20.2007 - comments {0} - post commentClayford: The City of MythFinally, after days of walking I've reach the city of Clayford. Where the heroes were born. In the center of the city I see the statue of Ray Cross III, the leader of the soldiers of Clayford who have successfully defended Clayford for almost 34 years. In the west of the city you'll see the statue of Larkiel, the Mercernary who died for saving the princess' life when the castle was on fire 10 years ago. In the east of the city lies the statue of King Vanhel XIV, the greatest king of Clayford. The south of the city views the statue of Bishop Edward Leyton, the greatest man in the field of diplomacy. And in the north of the city you'll see a statue of a griffin killing a dragon. No one can figure what this statue means except for the sculptor. The one who sculpted it was known as "Nira-er-ciele." Rumors said that he was born and raised in the city of Hander, the stolen city and might be hiding somewhere in this city. The city of Clayford was named after Clayhem, the seeker of the devils. The city is peacefully especially at night. Lots of stuff, entertainment, equipments, materials and everything you need that is why Clayford has been the center of the business world. And this city has the biggest library that holds over 40 million books written by famous writters. And as I keep walking near the library, I see that the Book of Lost Magicks will be at my hand...18:44 - 3.20.2007 - comments {0} - post commentSpell Reinforce: The Start of Journey for the Lost MagicksFinally, a new spell will be casted. A new friend was discovered. Byehliz, a dark druid. He taught me how to increase my magic skills. As we both walk under the same sky, we were curious about the lost magicks. He said that I don't need to worry cause he'll help me find it and if he failed i'll curse his soul. There are rumors that the books of lost magicks are hidden somewhere in the city of Clayford. And it'll take us 6 days of walking from my home through the dessert of Momia. 1st day of walking, we were quite excited to get to the city, all I got in our journey was our guts, skils and knowledge of magic. 2nd day of walking, we were tired so we decided to rest and hunt food until tomorrow comes. 3rd day of walking, we were half there, knowing that the book was waiting for us. 4th day of walking, we are tired of the journey but we never lose hope. We continue walking and rest when the sun was dark but suddenly a tragedy happened. We were almost ambushed by soldiers of the Brightening Law. I fought back by summoning some ghouls and a wind dragon. It almost killed half of the enemy. But my companion, Byehliz, was wounded in battle. So I opened a portal that ate few soldiers and I decided to fled, carrying my friend on my back. 5th day of journey, we we're almost reaching the City, I already see the houses and the big library where the book of lost magicks was stored. But Byehliz wanted to rest so I put him down on a minute, but I didn't know that it was his final moment. "I've failed, curse my soul to hell." "I won't do that. You've tried and I appreciate that, thank you." "I guess we'll meet again, my friend." "So it does, friend." "Farewell, find the Book for me." "Promise, I will." And then suddenly he stopped breathing. I know that it will gonna happen. So before going to Clayford I bury him first in a secret land where only I can see, and put cross in it. Farewell my friend. See you in the dead side of life. I'll always remember you by casting the "Spell Reinforce" which I know that you always guide me, watching over me, waiting for me...
12:59 - 3.20.2007 - comments {0} - post commentCoincidence of Reflect Sorcery: Magick as Instrument of VengeanceAs my part of my study. Of course, I have to defend myself. And the first thing I have to learn is how to reflect magicks. So I went back to my small room and again read the books of forbidden spells. After three days I have memorized the skill but not yet mastered. And now I was on the field, trying the spell and it got worked. But I didn't noticed that there's was a girl behind me. She said she was also a sorceress, she left his town cause the townspeople don't want her to stay or else she'll be killed. So I told her to stay in our house and I promised her to teach her some of my dark magicks. Of course, I didn't care what was her purpose in choosing the sorceress race. I thought him how to make some vials, cast spells and also make human clones. And then one day she decided to go back to his home town. I was happy that I helped her in teaching some dark magicks in a good way. But just as I expected, I recieved the news, the girl died of public execution in the case of killing the brotherhood of knights and some townsmen using my dark magicks. And so do I grief until one day I saw his portrait in the marketplace. A picture of her in her home...
09:00 - 3.19.2007 - comments {0} - post commentRiver WideUnleash the swarm of locusts for Gods will sleep tonight. To stands against a sorcerer, the law of dark magick will be rewarded for your such ignorance. They've tried everything just to make it to be what they want. Others have succeeded and others failed, there were no such options for these. Where were you when we were gasping for everything we couldn't get? Where were you when our souls are in deep flame. For you we are just a vagrant. Struggling for food and shelter, but you gave us nothing in spite of our loyalty, pledge, honor and dedication for you. And now, time of vengeance is at hand. Unleash dark magicks through the casting spell. One day I must face you and your foolish servants. I stopped playing, I removed my fist from my chest for you, and start walking away and someday come back, I will stand back against you. Open a river wide for blood will shed after...
It shall be engraved upon thy very soul... Lezard Valeth!! 11:36 - 3.18.2007 - comments {0} - post commentRetribution Follows After...Tonight as the demons feast on thy souls. More flesh will be taken lives. From the power of darkness, hear my words, my prayers, and devotions. For, I, too, am a servant of the unholy avatar that makes us strong during times of pain and distress. Do you hear me? Do you feel me? Yes, the pictures you're seeing and the music you're listening now. Can you feel my emotions? Yes, its me, me, in the center of the fire. I burn with passion and pride for you. And as the evening is stil young. Let me know you're there, never to leave me until our time of exorcism will be at hand. At last, my soul is free. Free from thy slavery of hell, let them open the gates for souls will enter the portal of suffering. Let the parasites feed on thy flesh of a rotten body for time and time no one seems to care and bury it. We must feast on victory tonight because tonight will be the last time that I will dance... in the middle... of the fire. 11:19 - 3.17.2007 - comments {0} - post comment |
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