this is an ending.

demurral.

boundless.

we have been here too long.

forsaken . abandoned . relinquished .

it will be just another frustration.

or we can just stop hurting each other.

we will not take a break.

and you know why?

I have just felt, what you've called "indifference".

its now redefined.

plain hankering.

My life is just full of

loathing expectations

w/c I hate.

The feelings that suffices me

Poisoning me with apathy

Why dont you just kill me?

I think it is the most fair thing to do

You get rid of me

And then I am free.

Long lived queries

unwanted feelings

Blasted with timely pressures

But yes, I am FREE!

free from this four sided

close world, meet me,

My Sanctuary.

- the feeling after all that you've done, to give all what you've got. Chances you've taken, pain that has been edured through patience, unwanted care to be sacrifice, and the guilt that has not kill any. JUST a second best. All that, It has never been appreciated.

Ang mga sakit na pilit kong tinitiis

pagmamahal na Sadya ko nang pinipigilan

ayoko nang masaktan, ayoko nang umulit

ang dala mo lang ay puro pait sa puso kong

pagod na at puno ng hinanakit.

Simula pa lang alam ko na

ang susunod nang pangyayaring ito

darating at darating na.

Pinilit ko paring hwag lumayo

sa pag aakalang yun ang ikabubuti ko.

Habang tumatagal ay lalo ko pang

nakalimutan ang iwan ka upang

ikaw ay hindi na makahalata pa.

Ako'y nahulog, nahulog at nahulog.

Sa pag aakalang handa kang sumalo,

Nang mahulog ako, bigla kang umiwas

ayokong magtanong, kasalanan ko to.

Ginawa ko nanaman ang hindi dapat.

Naging makasarili ako, yun ay dahil

pinaramdam mo, at tinamasa ko.

Ang kasaklapan ay wala paring tuldok,

naiwan sa ere ang kwento,

tila wala nang balak balikan pa.

[hindi ito ang wakas..]

Taking on alleviate

Try not to fake

another chase

Make move on

Take this last serenade.

Placid Faces

Flaunting hate

So innocent

Cant take the pain.

What a chance you take

Befalling all of these,

Confused by the fact

I need you to stay

Please stay.

I want you to stop

A failure to my past

being suicide to

this corrupted heart.