My life is just full of

loathing expectations

w/c I hate.

The feelings that suffices me

Poisoning me with apathy

Why dont you just kill me?

I think it is the most fair thing to do

You get rid of me

And then I am free.

Long lived queries

unwanted feelings

Blasted with timely pressures

But yes, I am FREE!

free from this four sided

close world, meet me,

My Sanctuary.

- the feeling after all that you've done, to give all what you've got. Chances you've taken, pain that has been edured through patience, unwanted care to be sacrifice, and the guilt that has not kill any. JUST a second best. All that, It has never been appreciated.