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twilight..

May. 31, 2007 , 10:19 AM
 Last night
I saw you lying there

Legs spread
Slicing through the air

Now i see you
No more masks
Different faces
Spinning fast

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

This night
I see you standing there
Pretending like i’m not there

Now i see you
No more masks
Different faces
Spinning fast

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

Never meant to be this way
Never want to be ashamed
Never meant to be this way
Never want to be ashamed

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

The virtous so cold
The virtous are falling down on me

The virtuous are crashing down on me

       



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one look!

May. 31, 2007 , 10:18 AM
know you hate it
 When i say these things right in your face
 But I can’t lie
 You know me better
 It’s cause the words inside just speak the truth

One look
and I’m mesmerized by your eyes
You’re comin’ like a hurricane
Blowing down on me

Cause it’s your mystery that captures me
I’m falling in, drawing closer
And now, oh now, yeah

Pardon me
I’m being honest
Cause I don’t hide, I speak my mind
Things get weird
But we know better
It’s cause I know you know that I love you girl

One look
And I’m mesmerized by your eyes
You’re comin’ like a hurricane
Blowing down on me

Cause it’s your mystery that captures me
I’m falling in, drawing closer
And now, oh now, yeah

Blowing down on me

One look
And I’m mesmerized by your eyes
You’re comin’ like a hurricane
Blowing down on me

Cause it’s your mystery that captures me
I’m falling in, drawing closer
And now, oh now, yeah


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stupidity....heheheh..

May. 27, 2007 , 09:36 AM
hi! its been 4 months since i saw him and
talagang namimiss ko na siya... pero what can i
do? it seems that i have loved the wrong
person.... but still the pain keeps on hurting
me
and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa
nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako....

to give you a background about my life,
everthing seems to be fine except dun sa
time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung
hinayupak na lalake na yon.... hehehehe....
kung curious kayo about dun
sa guy... bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na
ang nangyari as time passes by.....

classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga
ang tawagan namen.... o db ang sweet? di na ako
iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa aken....
kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na
ako nun sa bahay nila and baka lahat ng gawaing
pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh.....
pero
cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!

highskul cyempre may prom.... wala cyang date,
wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to invite
me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun
kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask.
he went to our house... nakamotor po sya and
medyo pawisan pero infairness....
mabango pa ren....

he ask my permission to see my dress for the
prom.... cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may
konting surprise... i refuse.... o sige, medyo
na frustrate sya pero hindi yon nagging
hadlang para invite nya ko....
sa ganda ko na to..... cyempre
ang dami munang pa-echeng.... hanggang sa
tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me.... e
kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh.... papayag ba
akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto
ko.... lam mo yon... sarap sampalin.... so in
short, papilit pa ba ako? syempre.....

the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi
ng nang-uuto kong nanay... pero naniwala lang
ako nang sya na ang nagsabi....
blush ako ever....
kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth
(hehehehe)
iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?

we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang
napatunayan sa sarili ko na mahal ko na pala ang
hinayupak na bestfrend ko......

syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom
kundi ang graduation na db? the night before the
graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang
it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang
boses ng isat-isa..... i’ve waited for the
moment
na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya and
hindi naman ako nagkamali.... tinanong nya ako
kung may possibility daw na maging kame.... i
know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba
ang sagot ko?
ah, eh.... hindi pwede kase bestfrends
tayo eh.... yung mga anak na lang naten yung
ipag- partner naten....
sa isip-isip ko.... ang tanga!
pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na
akong magagawa..... alam namang bawiin ko pa eh
di nahuli naman ako db? pero ang tanga ko
talga....

cyempre college na.... im so proud to say na
napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take
note... pareho kame ng skul..... ano to?
kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na
pagmamahalan namen?.... hehehe....

nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half....
minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts
and problems na di na kayang ayusin....
in short.... nagbreak kame.....

i guess God meant that to happen kasi yon din
yung time na nagkita kame ng bestfrend ko.....
sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok.....
im happy pero parang lalo ko lang
pinahirapan ang sarili ko
dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and
everytime that we are together... buti na lang
magaling akong magtago at magpigil....
hehehe.... bilib kayo noh?.....

one morning, im so busy preparing my project
that would be pass on that same day....
alam kong dumating na sya at nasa likuran ko
na ang mokong pero dahil sobrang pressure
sa project.... gusto ko man syang dambahan...
cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba?
hehehe.... di ko sya masyadong napansin.....

may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i
could join him sa lunch.... i said yes.... then,
alis na cya.... alam naman kc nyang im busy.....

when i was about to enter the room, somebody
bumped me and my precious project fell... gusto
ko mang magalet... what can i do db? instead i
ask my prof to give me another chance to do my
project.... naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch
date.... kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that
i cant come to our meeting.... e kaso.... pag
tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator
service daw.... i tried to look for friends or
other kakilala pero malas that day talaga....

and so i took my lunch all by my self....
naalala ko yung letter.... hinanap ko sa bag...
WALA!!!! bumalik me sa corridor praying na
andon pa yung sulat.... wala ren....
God! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon....
nawala pa.... dont know
how to tell him about the letter....

and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita
kame... di nya ako pinapansin... ako, i tried to
talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako
pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di
pagpunta at ganon na lang ang iwas nya?...
sige... hinayaan ko na lang....

months na ang binilang... i heard that he was
dating a girl from the same school that we are
in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na
sila na.... mas masakit na wala na akong
halaga sa kanya.....

basta... ilang araw din yon na ganon ang
nararamdaman ko.... weeks.... months....

gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore
for me in my last day in school.... and so i
thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out
namen.... when i was about to get near the
place.... i saw him... with the girl.... umiiyak
ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking
about.... so i’ve decided to get out of that
place before my tears burst out....
and then a common friend ang sumalubong sa
aken.... saying na buntis ang girl....
syempre.... durog na durog ang puso ko....
kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung
naramdaman ko.....

the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola
nyo.... nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng
pagkatagal-tagal na panahon... i thought it was
something good for me... for us.... pero i was
wrong.... so wrong..... he gave me a wedding
invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids..... the
girl... she was waiting in the car.... o db?
dati motor lang ngaun... car na....

and so the wedding came.... maganda po ako
nun.... sabi ng nanay ko..
pero wala ng nagsecond the motion eh....
so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko....
then, there was this professor who
came to see me.... he handed over a letter with
my name carefully printed on the enveloped....
he said that he looked for the owner of
that letter kaso lang po malaki po ang skul
namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db?
and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa
invitation, he decided to bring
the letter thinking that it could save souls...
daw....

and so i was about to open the letter when the
priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol... dedma
ako.... alam namang manggulo pa ko noh....

binasa ko na ang letter..... nakakatouch po
talaga.... he opened up his feelings for me....
hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for
him.... he ask that if i will show up to our
hang - out the next day after he gave his
letter, then it means that i also have
feelings for him and that he would love me
for the rest of our lives.... but if i
wont.... then he will never open that topic
again.... he pleaded to me na sana
pumunta ako......

if only i have that letter.... if only i knew
about it.... kung di lang ako clumsy and carelss
to keep that letter... things would be
diffrent.... if only.....

and so i heard the priest announced the couple
as husband and wife.... ang sakit......

picture taking..... gusto mang sumabog ng
nararamdaman ko.... as you know.... magaling
akong magpigil.... pero masakit po talaga....
sobra......

after the picture taking...... niyakap ako ng
bestfrend ko.... ang higpit.... and teary eyed
nyang cnabi na....

i still love you.......


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"emotinal overdose" (a love story..)

May. 26, 2007 , 04:11 PM
Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.


DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger  approched Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

 Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

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make it stop..

May. 22, 2007 , 06:44 PM

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stupid..

May. 15, 2007 , 10:28 AM
he touch my heart so much that i actually not feel the pain
everytime he did something wrong to me.
i never see the bad thing in him,
but what i see is my love for him,
i know im stupid but what can i do i really love him..
i know he can't love me back,he can't love me the way i love him.
but i surely il be happy giving my heart for him..


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cNo bA c AnOnyMoUs???!!!!!!!rarrr...

May. 12, 2007 , 11:27 AM
 
mgpramdam ka!!!!
hahahaahha.....

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a tear of lost and emotion

May. 11, 2007 , 10:23 AM
as i scream the harmonous effect of my loneliness
i am here alone standing still
feeling every scars that you left on my heart

WHY YOU DO THIS
why you do this

i remember the day
you cast the spell on me
every syllable i remimisce
and i will never forget

i will never forget your Face!! =]]

every bit of my tears is you my dear

I CRY THOSE TEARS

but why i never say this words without my heart

I NEVER SAY THIS WORDS

but why i am here alone i will get the stars just to place on your hands

I WILL GET THE STARS


JUST wait until my heart bleed the darkest blood on my last day.

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mY hEaRt...

May. 7, 2007 , 04:26 PM
                              
i am finding out
That maybe i was wrong
That i've fallen down
And i can't do this alone
Stay with me
This is what i need from you
Sing, sing us a song
And we'll sing it back to you
We can sing our own
But what would it be without you oh..
I am nothing now
And it's been so long
Since i've heard a sound
Sound of my only hope
This time
I will be listening
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is..   
                  


 
    

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is it love???

May. 6, 2007 , 02:19 PM



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blog lang ng blog.....pagmulat blog agad...blog ng blog ng blog!!!

May. 6, 2007 , 12:06 PM
hay! pag gcng plang open agad ng blog
frendster,
myspace...
kung ano2 gngwa gwa lng lge ng blog
aysus!
gnda pa ng template ko.
whahahahahaha....




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my guardian angel

May. 4, 2007 , 02:32 PM
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
i will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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jUst mE....

May. 4, 2007 , 02:01 PM


i find myself alone.
no one around me just me
im asking god why this happen to me
am i really that bad?
when im walking in the street i wish that
someone beside me holding my hand to feel that im not alone.

sometimes i was so jealous when i saw two couple holding each others hands.
i was afraid to be alone,i cried at night wishing somebody will take good care of me.as i open my eyes again to this new day of my life
i dont know why im feeling this,maybe god doesn't want me to be happy,
im feeling myself that i can live without anybody.
i can face my problems without anybody.
because its only just me.



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+cLuThiNg+

May. 3, 2007 , 09:56 PM
You closed your eyes Just to kill the conversation It's raining forever, I think i'll drowned myself in tears Why does it have to be like this? So, it doesn't mean to you So, do you want to see loyalty? Are these tears not enough for you? By the sound of your message I felt you mean goodbye The raining is never ending Clutching my emotion Remembering the moments passed Why does it have to be like this? So, it doesn't mean to you? So, do you want to see loyalty? Are these tears not enough for you? I thought it was okay My feelings unfolded right before my eyes What did your embraces mean? Did you mean it when you call my name?

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